Emotionally Down

I've been so emotional this past few months up until now, Dealing with so much problems which i consider as my challenges that i need to surpass. A one friend always reminding me as he says " Tumatatag ka lang niyan love ka ni lord kaya binibigyan ka ng ganyang mga test dahil alam niya kaya mo compare sa ibang tao ayaw mo nun ikaw ang napili para mag solve ng mga problem that means he entrusted you "

I've been so emotional this past few months up until now, Dealing with so much problems which i consider as my challenges that i need to surpass. A one friend always reminding me as he says " Tumatatag ka lang niyan love ka ni lord kaya binibigyan ka ng ganyang mga test dahil alam niya kaya mo compare sa ibang tao ayaw mo nun ikaw ang napili para mag solve ng mga problemang iyan that means he entrusted you "

Actually i am not considering them as my problems, Challenges instead. Masusubok lang talaga kung hanggang saan ang katatagan mo. Yes this past few months dumadaan ako sa matinding pagsubok emotional distress, dumating yung time na nag break down ako. I know we do have different problems in life most especially when it comes sa family kapag family na ang dahilan nakakapanghina ba na parang hindi mo matanggap why these such things happens. A lot of reasons,circumstances ang nangyayari bilang ako ay isang nakakatandang kapatid na test ko rin na kahit ano pa ang nagawa ng mga kapatid mo saiyo at the end of that still you will there for to save them. Lahat ng patience mo dapat nasaiyo, Tipong dahil mahina sila at ikaw na kailangan mong magpakatatag dahil ayaw mo na makita ng family mo na "Weak ka" so wala kang choice  when you are down you can't grab their shoulder kasi ayaw mo na makita ka nila na nasasaktan, nanghihina.

Glad to have my good friends around "true and real friends" that really stays beside me through thick and thin, especially when i got hospitalized i am really overwhelmed that i saw them around just to check that i will be okay. "Siguro kung wala sila hindi ko na alam kung saan ako kukuha ng additonal  strength aside from above."

Every night before i go to sleep i pray na sana one morning ookay na ang lahat maayos na at good vibes lang. Hindi nga talaga perfect ang buhay pero as human we are capable to do things in perfect way. Tumingin ka sa paligid mo mga homeless people, mga walang makain, mga batang nasa lansangan at hindi makapag aral mga nangangarap pero walang choice. We are still luck in such many ways.

Kaya ako never akong nagrereklamo sa buhay though mahirap but i believe na everything has its own purpose. :)