" NEW PEOPLE"

"People do come and go, what is important who are the real people stays"

Yes people do come on go in our lives, We cannot actually predict until when they gonna stay in our lives and the best to thing that we can do is make the most out of it enjoy every single day na you're with them create beautiful and unforgettable moments that you can cherish :) 

They say i do have a lot of companions barkada maybe or shall i call them friends but out them are few which i considered real and well trusted friends. You grow as a person when you meet different kind of people you'll get to know how far you can go when handling different kind of personality. I my self a socialize  type of person i really like talking and meeting people. I gain lessons somehow through their kwento new knowledge at the same time through conversation from every point of view of individuals. Mahilig kasi akong mag aral ng mga ugali ng isang tao not judging them but its a way na makilala ko sila and eventually i get to make friends :)

These year i met some beautiful people who are really good to me and literally beatiful and good looking friends lol. I remember the quote that i posted before that trends sa wall ko and it says   " I don't have ugly friends if i have one i am sure they are not my friends lol" 

Glad to have these people and you must be glad you're part of my wonderful life lol :)

Yea we meet personalities because birds with the same feather flocks together! lol

Le'ts cheers to that!

"Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down."

"LOVE" Like or Share? "

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.”

When we talk about love i am pretty sure na mas marami ang nasasaktan kesa sa natutuwa at isa na ako sa mga taong hindi natutuwa lol. In my 24 years of existence marami na akong napag daanan pagdating sa pagmamahal sa isang tao na akala mo ay siya na ang iibigin mo habang buhay ngunit at the end she's not the one you expected to stay. I fell in love in my earliest days tipong "sumisinta palang ako" mga 14 siguro ako noon when i had my fisrt crush that's when i am in my Grade 6 in primary school yung tipong tinutukso kayo lagi sa classroom noon at tuwang tuwa ka lol. That was actually my first kiss sa cheek :) Pero after graduation dumating ang time na we got separated she enrolled in other school far from my school were i enrolled then. Pero uso pa ang sending letter noon through airmail lagi ko siyang nasusulatan noon so naranasan ko pa talaga ang pag-gawa at pagtanggap ng sulat "old school" ba.

So nasa high school na ako noon likewise inlove na inlove  pa ako noon I can say na marami akong nasaktan noon lol, mga naghahabol "kapal!" lol but that's the truth never ako nag karoon ng relationship na nahirapan ako taking advantage kasi ako noon dahil siguro nababansagan ako noon na cute na ngayon hindi na so parang uso pa ako noon lol Nasa stage ako noon na i'm counting kung ilan na ang nakarelasyon ko till one time hindi ko na sila mabilang pero kapag inaalala ko natutuwa naman ako sa sarili ko bakit ko napagdaanan mga yun. Hanngang sa natuto akong magmahal ng real talaga but nandoon padin yung pride ko na wala akong nagiging pakialam kung masasaktan ba siya hindi ako nagiging aware sa feelings nila naging self centered ako. So  i started getting hurt cause they accusing me na ganon nga were in denial talaga ako dahil nga sa pride ko.

Narealize ko nasa when it comes sa love you don't need to give everything or in return, Kailangan mo talagang magtira ng konting love para sa self mo otherwise when that love ends at naibigay mo lahat you'll end up looser. When it comes sa love kasi its unconditional talaga hindi mo na napapansin na your'e loosing half of your life tapos sabi nila kailangan kapag love alam niya lahat na tipong you don't need to keep secret sa partner which is a very no1 no! for me, I believe kasi na pag partners palang kayo you still need a lil privacy sa part ng life mo minsan kasi dahil sa pagiging open sa isa't isa ang nagiging dahilan bakit kayo nag aaway bakit may lumilitaw na dahilan para mag hiwalay but not to the exact point na hindi kana magiging honest depende rin kasi sa situation for example nalang sa facebook or twitter meron ngayon kailangan both partner alam ang email at password ng account na hindi naman talaga dapat kaya nga it's your personal account eh bakit meron bang sinabing shared account or conjugal account sa facebook or twitter? lol tapos kapag may nabasa na kung ano man magagalit aawayin ang partner lol were in the first place ikaw ang gumawa ng dahilan para masaktan ka so keep privacy padin unless na 10 years and counting na kayo mag kasama siguro naman wala ka ng maitatago talaga.

What im talking about is falling inlove doesn't necessarily mean giving your all to your partner, essentially at the end it's your lost. We must accept na wala na tayo sa traditional way of love, Let's all accept na ang love minsan isang like lang or share andiyan na. 

Find in ourselves what we really need for love. Hindi kana bata ate?! lol Hindi ka rin si Prince Charles or si Princess  niya na maging fairy tail ang love story. It's a serious matter that doesn't require what you need just to pass the love subject. 

Being true to yourself is your pass. 

"CHANGES"

Minsan sa buhay ng tao dadaan tayo sa oras na tinatawag nating "self examine"  to weigh things and to see kung gaano kana kalayo sa paglalakbay mo. There will be a time when you are alone you'll get to ask your self  kung tama ba ang nangyayari sa paligid mo kung okay lang ba ang lahat. 

I my self im doing it every now and then but you know im ending up with this questiion on my mind na " hindi naman ako masamang tao bakit ko kailangan danasin ang mga bagay na mabibigat at masasakit" Pero after that also nasasagot ko naman na ang lahat why it happens lol para lang akong tanga.

Changes in life, we need it at times when we feel that everything is not going right changes for good, changes for better. I remember a one friend asked me this " hey Gemo! nag bago kana ha, new friends, new barakada" he said. and i was stopped for a couple of minute then i answered " You know there are things in this world that needs a change, But for us to have that change kailangan natin bahuhin ang lahat, kailangan natin lumayo sa nakagisnan natin para mag grow, kailangan natin makipag socialized and meet new people to find ourselves better but it doesn't mean na kakalimutan na natin yung dati, thats part of life. May mga taong nakasakit sa atin from our past at kailangan talagang kalimutan meron naman mga taong nasa paligid natin na nagiging dahilan o nagiging hadlang sila para mag move ka.  Exploring in this world is a great challenge marami kang matututunan through experience ang thats what they say na experience is our best teacher."

Madadapa ka for so many time but you need to stand cause no one will help you but yourself, Isa lang natutunan ko sa aking buhay, "Yun ang hindi bumitaw sa laban at magpakatatag"  Mapag biro ang tadhana unfair nga di ba, so wag na tayong umeksena lol. God is Good he has better plans for us sino bang Magulang na gustong mapahamak ang kanyang anak? wala.

No matter what the hindrance is always cast your burden to God. He is a great Help :)

"HOST"

February 2010

"Since i was a child pinangarap ko na maging isang tanyag na host sa telebisyon"

Actually mula noong bata pa ako mahilig na akong mangopya ng mga sinasabi ng mga host sa TV, pangarap ko yun noon na a pag laki ko dapat ma experience ko yun maliban sa pagaartista lol. Then yun nga when i reach 15 i started performing sa stage i started joining Lakn and Ginoo so natapos dun when my manager told me na i need to grow and explore more so he try putting me on a Fashion Show and more. From those experiences na full fill ko naman sabi ko noon hindi ako bababa ng stage ng walang award. And so i did, thereafter i tried singing naman which actually my hobby talaga pero ayoko siyang seryosohin hobby lang talaga, so i joined two singing contest the first one i got into 1st place and the last one i was the Grand Champion after that uli sabi ko tama na yun na may napatunayan ako so yun ang mga last kong experience sa singing na up untill now they always pushing me to pursue my singing skills pero i really don't want. 

Merron naiinvite ako to be one of the judges ng singing contest,pageant at ang hindi ko makakalimutan they invited me over to judge "Miss Gay" na wala kong idea na Miss Gay pala ang magaganap wtf! lol but t'was fun though. Very entertaining.

"And so the best thing that i really enjoy doing is "Hosting" I did hosting in Sm City, Robinsons, October fest, Debut, Wedding, Birthdays, dubbing on a radio station and etc. ang saya kasi para ka lang naglalaro at kausap mo yung crowd though yes mahirap kasi kailangan kang tanggapin ng tao sa lahat ng sasabihin mo but what i really important to understand while having a conversation on stage is kailangan makinig ka lagi sa sasabihin sayo kung may partner kaba or kung sino man ang nagsasalita, Dapat din marami kang spiels na alam yung tipong dead air at kailangan mong mag adlib ng mga bagay na konektado sa event."

Of course i never stop there i keep on dreaming na one day makakapag host naman ako sa harapan ng telebisyon like Ryan Agoncillo, Drew Arellano, Paolo Bediones whom i really admired when it comes to hosting job.

Well im still lucky that i experienced these all na hindi ko naman inakala na magagawa ko ang lahat na noonng bata ako ay isang pangarap lang, Multi talented ba?! lol

So many aspirants and im one those aspiring na one day marating yung pinaka drean natin.

"Wala namanng imposible sa mundong ito, Just do the right thing and that is believing and magtiwala sa sarili "

"He is Lester, my cool  brotha, We were like strangers before when we are in College but now we are like twins haha if what he gets i might also have lol."

"My payong" friends Jean, Angel, Rich, Ace and Camille" We build our Friendship since college and we remain stronger and tight as we go along years"

In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one.

In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls.

In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully.

In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus.

In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to be stuck do-si-do-ing with the dork of the class.

In fifth grade your idea of a friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you.

In sixth grade your idea of a friend was the person who went up to your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they said no you wouldn't have to be embarrassed.

In seventh grade your idea of a friend was the person who let you copy the social studies homework from the night before that you had forgotten about.

Helped you deal with your parents who were having a hard time adjusting to the idea of letting you go.

At graduation your idea of a good friend was the person who was crying on the inside but managed the biggest smile one could give as they congratulated you.

"Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person who 

Gives you the better of the two choices. 

Holds your hand when you're scared. 

Helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you. 

Thinks of you at times when you are not there. 

Reminds you of what you have forgotten. 

Helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer. 

Stays with you so that you have confidence. 

Goes out of their way to make time for you. 

Helps you clear up your mistakes. 

Helps you deal with pressure from others. 

Smiles for you when they are sad. 

Helps you become a better person. "

I love my

 friends :)

WEEKEND GETAWAY!

"The boy's to the next door "

They are some my friends which i call weekends classmates, Know why? obviously every weekends ko lang kami nagkakasama. Bags(left side), Jm(2nd to the left side) Me(3rd) Sean(on the right side and Russel (wala sa picture) who complete our shoterday getaway! lol

Yung tipong kahit may ibang lakad na pag friday or saturday na maghahanapan na kung nasaan ang isa't isa and we actually build our company just by merely going out together sa "CENTRAL AT HACIENDA SUPER CLUB"

Just having fun together (sight seeing sa mga girls ) pero behave naman kami sadyang lumalapit lang ang mga kababaihan at kabadingan lol. Hanngang sa umabot kami ng umaga sa kakasayaw.

We just love,live and laugh.

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Emotionally Down

I've been so emotional this past few months up until now, Dealing with so much problems which i consider as my challenges that i need to surpass. A one friend always reminding me as he says " Tumatatag ka lang niyan love ka ni lord kaya binibigyan ka ng ganyang mga test dahil alam niya kaya mo compare sa ibang tao ayaw mo nun ikaw ang napili para mag solve ng mga problem that means he entrusted you "

I've been so emotional this past few months up until now, Dealing with so much problems which i consider as my challenges that i need to surpass. A one friend always reminding me as he says " Tumatatag ka lang niyan love ka ni lord kaya binibigyan ka ng ganyang mga test dahil alam niya kaya mo compare sa ibang tao ayaw mo nun ikaw ang napili para mag solve ng mga problemang iyan that means he entrusted you "

Actually i am not considering them as my problems, Challenges instead. Masusubok lang talaga kung hanggang saan ang katatagan mo. Yes this past few months dumadaan ako sa matinding pagsubok emotional distress, dumating yung time na nag break down ako. I know we do have different problems in life most especially when it comes sa family kapag family na ang dahilan nakakapanghina ba na parang hindi mo matanggap why these such things happens. A lot of reasons,circumstances ang nangyayari bilang ako ay isang nakakatandang kapatid na test ko rin na kahit ano pa ang nagawa ng mga kapatid mo saiyo at the end of that still you will there for to save them. Lahat ng patience mo dapat nasaiyo, Tipong dahil mahina sila at ikaw na kailangan mong magpakatatag dahil ayaw mo na makita ng family mo na "Weak ka" so wala kang choice  when you are down you can't grab their shoulder kasi ayaw mo na makita ka nila na nasasaktan, nanghihina.

Glad to have my good friends around "true and real friends" that really stays beside me through thick and thin, especially when i got hospitalized i am really overwhelmed that i saw them around just to check that i will be okay. "Siguro kung wala sila hindi ko na alam kung saan ako kukuha ng additonal  strength aside from above."

Every night before i go to sleep i pray na sana one morning ookay na ang lahat maayos na at good vibes lang. Hindi nga talaga perfect ang buhay pero as human we are capable to do things in perfect way. Tumingin ka sa paligid mo mga homeless people, mga walang makain, mga batang nasa lansangan at hindi makapag aral mga nangangarap pero walang choice. We are still luck in such many ways.

Kaya ako never akong nagrereklamo sa buhay though mahirap but i believe na everything has its own purpose. :)